I, Landy, born in Singapore under the sign of Cancer, 22 this year, Temasek Polytechnic alumni, bread lover, decided that I'm so cool and you're just jealous. xoxo, whatever.

-Nah, it's gone. Dont be sad.

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♥Afiqah
♥Jing Hui
♥Nicholas
♥Shaun
Wayne
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♥YunRu

TIME TO MOVE ON.
been slacking for the past 2 days.
another day of slacking and i gonna work hard.
monday will be the day i start studying. wakakaka.
no one gonna stop mi. wakakakaka.
=X

OMG.
this is so unbelievable?
i played Audition for the past 2 hrs and 30mins.
and the longer i play, the more irritated i get.
and i get bored of audition.
i DONT feel like playing audition.
OMG.
this is cool.
cos i been losing since i login.
this realli makes mi fedup.
not only that.
i feel like QUITTING audition.
this is scary, isn't?

recently play audition like idiots like that.
kept missing.
1stly brain lag.
the bar gone le i haven tink of what to press.
nxt hand lag.
and press halfway stop thr. LOL.
if not overpress.
WTF am i doing?
dumb.

seriously, my skills deproved!
argh~
forget it. like this also good.
quit audition thn concentrate on studies.

but hor, waste cash sia. still got 10k haven use.
wakakaka.
nvm. see how 1st. aft "O" barh.
not gonna chiong lvl animore.
is DUMB.
LOL.
thn i dunno how to spend the cash le.
LOL.
chiong to lvl 22 barh. thn stop. since i like no. 2

thats all.

*pray to myself*
( cos i dunno who to pray to... )
pls get DISTINCTION for chemistry.
pls pass GEOGRAPHY.
pls DO WELL in EMATH tmr!

gosh. time is flying so fast.
pls pls, just slow down abit.


today geo paper almost made mi faint.
i felt like my heart was gonna pop out any moment.
it was pumping so fast i could feel the beats clearly.
LOL!
i rmb-ed the instruction saying leave two lines after each qns but only fulfilled it when the paper was half-through.
and i copy-ed the whole ans to a fresh new sheet of paper.
i was so scared that i do not have enough times to copy finish cos i only left 5 minutes. -.-
gosh.

i realli wanna pass my eng.
i really wanna pass my sciences with beautiful colour. LOL!
i wanna pass my f&n too( nice colour also. )haha.
i wanna pass my Emath.
gosh.

my MT is set. A2.
i gonna work hard for the other subjects so that i can get not more thn 15 pts.
best is to be a 10 pointer.

Landy, Jiayou!
Nothing is impossible. LOL.
pray to myself is better thn to god? haha. jk.

once again.
BAD MOOD.
fuck. i cant find my stupid spec.
why am i feeling this way?
issit becos of the song?
partially.
i dunno what i shld do.
i having a very confusing feeling right now.
shld i type it out?
haiis.

my sister is seriously ANNOYING.
always occupying the comp.
my bro also!

argh.

back to topic.
actually dunno what to type. haiis.
fuuck.

OMFG.
*cough* *cough*
so dusty here eh.
LOL!
i also nth to blog.
if not is complain. STUPID ARH>
this week kept said by those stupid ppl from public services.
first is by the librarian next is by the bus checker.
IS NOT MY FAULT LORH.
their system got prob sia. stupid.

OFF I GO TO AUDITION!
AUDITION ROX~!

feel like blogging. but forgotten what i wanna blog.
just feeling not-so-good today.
bleh.

off i go to Audition.

blah! what is wrong with him?
having some kind of hormones problem issit?
letting mi using the comp will kill him issit?
i didnt PLAY comp for almost a week.
cant i just use 1 or 2 hrs for gaming?
GOSH.
just this also want give mi attitude.
HELLO SIR, u shld be resting and not playing ur warcraft can?
if u so well then GO BACK TO UR ARMY.
JOIN THEM FOR SOME TRAINING.
see ur tummy that is protruding. LOL!

blah.

bad mood.

haha. nth btr to do.
accompanied mum to go cut hair.
then in the end i cut my own hair too! LOL!
now i have got fringe( but i dun like it)
haha.
and now audition under maintenance. zzz. argh.
nvm. shall wait.

gtg to toilet now.
=X

PLAIN TORTURE.

who is the one giving attitude? fuck up.
i wanna use comp to do my coursework.
then when i go down to buy things, u occupy the comp.
when i was back, u continued ur game.
ignoring the fact that i have got serious work to complete.
PLS, u are being inconsiderate here.
game is jstu plain leisure.
but mine work concern mine future.
idiot.
u only tink abt urself.
so what if i gives u attitude?
dun u gives us too?
u always tink u are the biggest.
pls. get the facts right, i tink u are plain useless.
i wondered what u doing.
wadeva.
u are unhappy with my attitude. SO WHAT?
do i care?
sry, i DONT
dun show mi ur fucking temper.
cos i dont care.
just hate u and ur stupid behavior
nvm. i knw this world is ugly.
u are one of them.
._.

Your Love is Based on Affection

Your need for love is very primal and basic. You can't imagine living without love. And for you, love is something that's best expressed through touch. You're always up for a hug or a cuddle. And you feel a bit rejected when you don't get enough affection. Whether you're sharing a blanket or sharing an order of fries, you thrive when you're close to the person you love. Why your love can last: You express your love freely and frequently Why your love can fail: You can come off as clingy, and this freaks people out

lol. is this real?

wakakaka. rarely wake up so early on my own. haha. woke up at ard 8.45am?
is consider very early for mi, cos i normally will wan to slp till 11 or 12 .

went to someone's blog just now. wondering issit scolding mi.
just STFU too, bastard.
dun force mi to scold, cos is not good.
i will CONTROL my TEARS!
and i will NEVER cry INFRONT of ALL OF U!
i will GROW STRONGER and just wait and see.
who is the DOG. idiot.
dog is just an adorable animal but it name was being used as in insult.
how great.
juvenile people.
if i were to be a dog. that will be good. cos dog not only know how to bite and bark.
they know what is RESPONSIBILITY. which u human have NONE.
shame on you guy.

when will u all grow up?
nvm. u all are just IGNORANCE.
if i were to be just a bit more scheming,
if im trying to gain sympathy.
i will cry longer.
cmon.
if i wan to do u in.
PLS.
u cant fight with mi. who are u and who am i?
have ani idea what is my image among all the teachers?
can u just use ur pea brain and think carefully?
useless creature.
i have did nth wrong to get all this treatment from u and others.
so STFU.
cos u are disgracing the human race with ur stupid action.
nvm. i have to agree that most of the human are similiar to u.
have that brain of their but not using it wisely. dun blame u. u just do not have the ability to control ur mind. need help?
try call this no. : 6899-1220
is for disable ppl. or u cant call too? cos cant control ur hand? then too bad.
ask others for help.
i not gonna be helpful to u all. cos u all do not appreciate help.

bye. dumby.

went to check on my moon profile. haha.

Your Moon is in Virgo
On the day you were born, the Moon was in Virgo. Your ability to sort out and analyze your emotions will carry you through life, love, and your career and make it easy for you to make wise choices. You have a very down-to-earth attitude about life, and you pull no punches when it comes to telling others what they need to do about their issues. Nevertheless, you always come from the place of wanting to help out, since you are happiest when you are helping others.

haha...

TO: lee tzyy wei

hello! my dear mi...this should be a good thing cos i find that i can talk to no one, as no one will understands mi real well except mi. am i not right? today zi yin asked mi for my phone, is not that i dun trust her, but i dun wan her to look at things inside my phone, be it pictures or msgs cos i treat it as private to mi. then she said mi very paranoid. haha. aniway, tzyy wei, i realised i cant cope with stress too well. what should i do? hmm, i did went to a counsellor for help but she cant really solve all my problems, can she? i have way too much problems to handle..( i tink? )

well, today i cried yet again. i was trying not to let this pathetic tear flow down..but i just couldnt make it. now, i become the pathetic one. nvm, its over. tzyy wei, is there ani ways to train EQ? i tink i have a very low EQ. haha.

i broke down quite easily recently. i dunno what i wan to do everyday. but i always have the tot of suicide. it has never leave my mind since i came to this school. i prefer pri sch. although they are childish and all, but they are innocent and at least they are adorable. in secondary, things starts to change..it is not like the past. mayb even in pri sch will also happen but at least not on mi when i was in pri sch. in secondary school, i had no fren. there is no one will need my care and concern. are there? i was trying to be a good student, cos i tink i am. and mayb is in me that i dun like to do bad things. sec one and two was alright, at least not as stressed and there are ppl to talk to..but when i enter sec 3, things were all not the same. i left with no one to talk to. i tink everyone dislike mi, no matter what i do is wrong. i tried to maintain cheerful, did i make it? i hope so.
i also see that im changing..from an innocent gal to a bad gal. i never tot of skipping school for the day, but i did it this year. once? well, shld say that im stressed rather then bad? haha. i get tired easily. haha. i having random tots every now and then, pardon mi for that if happening here. haha.
another thing, why is money so impt? its just a piece of plastic/paper that will worn out eventually. this is dumb. we study so hard, work so hard, strive so hard was for a merely paper? ridiculous? and i still dun understand why must we live? is there a meaning to this life? the only reason i can think of is to enjoy..but, from what i see, enjoyment comes from leisure and entertainment while entertainment and leisure needs money, in order to get money we need to work hard..so how? how can u enjoy when u work hard? mean simply , u have to enjoy working hard? this is good. LOL.
aniway, i found out sth. i like sciences. i like to eat. i like to drink. i like to hug. i like to play Audition. i like massage. i like listen to music that is not too loud. i like red and black together. i like red and white together too. i start to like looking up at the sky. i like to slp? i like to walk ard. i like alot things..haha. im trying to tink what i like. actually there are alot things i like but actually there are alot things i dun like too. =(
haha. aniway, im scare now. i hope to do well in the following subject - English, Emath, Science, F&N and MT. cos the other subj, i have no confidence in them. =( can you give mi some encouragement? haha. JIAYOU? haha.

sry tzyy wei, i have lots to type, but its too lengthy oredi. shall stop. bye!

by:
landy lee.