I, Landy, born in Singapore under the sign of Cancer, 22 this year, Temasek Polytechnic alumni, bread lover, decided that I'm so cool and you're just jealous. xoxo, whatever.

-Nah, it's gone. Dont be sad.

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♥Afiqah
♥Jing Hui
♥Nicholas
♥Shaun
Wayne
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♥YunRu

I feel like putting my phone aside, just so i could avoid everyone.. so that i could avoid you.

Is either you are insensitive or i have covered myself well. You know that i have been complaining tummy discomfort and that my hormones gonna be imbalance. why cant you just be more aware that i will feel blue more often than usual?

It is times like these, i hate to hear you being out with friend. Definitely not after i have asked you to meet me. It hurts me a damn lot knowing that you would rather be out with your friends than me.

I didn't sleep well because of that. I went to sleep being moody. I woke up being sluggish. It is definitely not a good day to start.

People say Wednesday is the day where we are the most efficient. heck, not for me today.

I want to just hide in my bed for the whole day and ignore everything that is around me.



Landy
depressed

I didn't think that i would need to log back into blogger for any reasons. i even forgot about my password to blogger, tried it like 5 or 6 times before getting it right. you know, i have someone to talk to nowadays. maybe not anymore.

and so, i should have know better not to disturb anyone with my bloody damn life. I have so much negativity in me, covered up with my oh-so-fake cheerfulness. People go near to cheerfulness and shy away from negativity. That's why people are drawn to me in the first place, i know this since i was in secondary school.

cmon, who likes to deal with negative people. even i dont really know how to deal with them.

today is the day where i reunite with my blog post, and perhaps my little diary, to vent my everyday petty frustration. oh, not forgetting those immerse negativity i emits.

I thought i have lessen the complains i made, i thought i was changing. maybe its not enough, it will never be enough. ya know, always a burden. i dont really deserve what i have now, right?' heck did i learn how to say no.

I am like drowning in my own negativity, in the middle of my work. what the fuck. definitely not a good time.


argh, i need to snap out of this quickly.

Landy
depressive-yet-again.