I, Landy, born in Singapore under the sign of Cancer, 22 this year, Temasek Polytechnic alumni, bread lover, decided that I'm so cool and you're just jealous. xoxo, whatever.

-Nah, it's gone. Dont be sad.

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Hello Blogger, i am back again and coincidentally that it is 1am again. Somehow i like to blog at such hour?

Honestly, i am quite tired. I am feeling sleepy at around 12 am and i refuse to head to bed and am wondering why (?)...

I literally let my Saturday went pass as though it is unwanted. With the limited amount of free time i have currently, i should treasure it even more. No matter how much regrets i have over the "lost" time, it is over. It feel like i am ranting senselessly. I do hope for someone to talk to me at this point of time, and yet, i do not know who to speak to. People i want to talk to are not free, you see, at least i think that they are not free for me.

Then again, my ranting will still be the same, revolving about my current work life. There are times i stop to think, amidst the hectic work, why am i working so hard for? why do i need this job? It is not hard to understand, its the answer that weighs me down. I wanna feel carefree, i am only twenty. I do not see the reason for burdening myself at such a young age. oh why.


I do dislike myself for being too soft sometimes, accepting requests so easily from others as though i had none to handle. Well, that is just a portion of the daily work life. What i do not understand the most is interpersonal relationship. I thought i understood, when i actually dont. How could people be so...practical? How could people be so..coward? My mind is in a conflict, i actually know the answer yet i refuse to accept.  Perhaps that the different between those people and me..

i stand up for what i think is unreasonable and not practical, but not everyone practice that. To some, they find it offensive even when the initial idea has no mean to offend. They get upset and they press back down with their authority. Why cant they just view things in a more neutral way? Why cant they just be more understanding and make this place a better place? Like if everyone just fucking listen, no matter how big your rank are.

I am getting sick of all this bullshit. They gotta stop before i stop being the nice quiet girl.

Landy, frustrated.

LOL. i wanna type "regards, landy". Must be too much emailing. =_=