I, Landy, born in Singapore under the sign of Cancer, 22 this year, Temasek Polytechnic alumni, bread lover, decided that I'm so cool and you're just jealous. xoxo, whatever.

-Nah, it's gone. Dont be sad.

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The title has been on my mind for at least 2 hours. i was thinking putting it as unreasonable but i am always unreasonable so i decided to put other title. :X There are numerous things on my mind too but i dont know how to phrase it. There is things like packing my cupboard, folding clothes, etc, those not-very-urgent stuffs. Oh well, i have kinda settled those for now.



My cupboard takes forever to pack. (:



Oh well..

Let's just talk about the one that i feel oh-so-strongly today.

why "Jealousy" as title?

i complain alot but this time, i cant complain much about this. It will seemed like im being very unreasonable.

I had seen people being good to their parents. I think my parents isn't as blessed, their children all like 不孝顺.

That aside, i am actually jealous about people being good to their parents. what the duck am i thinking? Isn't it a good thing that there's still people so filial? Sth must be wrong with me erh?



It just brings me that unpleasant thought that im not as important.

Imagine both his mother and i drop into the sea, i will die. cos i cant swim and i dont expect him to save me. (i should learn swimming in this case. haha.)



I just have to change the way i think, to feel better.

Unavoidable, i thought about the past, it wasn't as bad as i think. Placing me as priority, i dont have the slightest hint of being a substitute. Maybe i am spoilt. hmm..that's not an excuse for being unreasonable. haha.







so yeah, changing mindset to be happy girl. (:

Landy, unreasonable

I was about to get anxious attack half an hour ago when this friend of mine talk to me.

We started talking. I wasn't using a very friendly tone and he sensed it. I told him the problems and he gave me some advices throughout the chat. It is just some simple we-all-know-it things but i have totally forgotten cause i was so troubled by the issue.

I always think that im alone and no one is able to help me. Well, you got it. Im wrong.
There have been numerous times when people tell me, "If you need help, i am here."
Sure enough, there are plenty of people that cant wait for you to fall. At the very same time, there are people who are willing to hold you when you fall.

There are also people that wants to help but dont know how to, you cant blame them for being helpless but to be thankful enough for the thoughts.

Im really thankful for this friend, maybe he was just bored when he talked to me, he help me when im feeling lost. (:



Things are catching up pretty fast. Im left with two month to make sure everything is on track. I hope i can make it, no, i will make it. (:



"The capacity for hope is the most significant fact of life. It provides human beings with a sense of destination and the energy to get started." - Norman Cousins










Well, another 1 week to another mini battle. I have to win. C:



Landy, hopeful