I, Landy, born in Singapore under the sign of Cancer, 22 this year, Temasek Polytechnic alumni, bread lover, decided that I'm so cool and you're just jealous. xoxo, whatever.

-Nah, it's gone. Dont be sad.

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okayokay, i shall stop with those SML since it doesnt really sound very right to most ppl.

feels great to be at home early.
been going home early this two days. *happy*

well, my day wasnt very nice today. i will say worse then yesterday.
firstly, i wear some outit that is totally like a factory worker. this is still okay cos is my fault for mis-matching it. i cant blame mabel for she just said, she didnt insist. i too obedient go listen. dumb me. -.-

Then, with that outfit, i made a presentation. during CSAS 3 workshop, the instructor wanted our group to choose a "spokeperson" to present. Everyone just said my name in unison. -.- i was feeling super uneasy cos of that outfit and i tio sabo to present. >nevermind, can train presentation skill. After that, we went to itas to eat. the food sucks seriously. the chicken chop like overcook. my hair has the smell of itas after that. oh well, can wash.

At this point of time, my limit is almost reaching. Feeling tired and unwell, i looked like a emo-tard during the whole of my FI tut. at the end of lesson, im supposed to hand in my FI tut 1, i actually forgotten to hand in my reference!! rawr. lucky after that i have FI lab.
And...this is when my limit is reached.
i bought the wrong labcoat for lab session and i had to wear like a fish monger. HUAI ARH.
no words can really describe my feelings. i not exactly unhappy, i was amused.
Amused by my "eventful" thursday.

i hope my friday will be a better one.
haha.

its time for some random crapping since i have the time. ;p
do you know what Jealousy means? It is mental uneasiness from suspicion or fear of rivalry.
what about disappointed? it is the feeling when you fail to fulfill the expectations or wishes.

why am i saying all this? cos it random marh.


oh well, i should try to talk lesser since i think words coming out from my mouth ain't very smooth to the ear. or anione can tell me they enjoy talking to me, seriously? haha.


*change all my haha to haiis barh. thats my real tots.




xoxo.

This shall be my quote for this period of time.
At least it makes me laugh when i think of it.
FML is the quote for another awesome girl. ;p

our life recently is screwed.
problems arise one after the other.
i am glad that it was settled at the end.

now my body is screwing me up.
i cant focus well cos the pain is annoying me.
It is not pain enough to kill you yet it is just there to disturb you. haha.

even my thumbdrive is playing with me. It denied me from opening the file. how awesome.

i think i can easily kpkb anione that offends me. well, be more ladylike, i try not to. (:

This 2 weeks has been hectic. i will not say hate it but dont really like it either. i hope, after next week, i will have more time to work on my study. since my organiser is not filled up( and i hope it will not be). wahahha.
and yeah, my brain aint functioning very well now.

shall continue next time.
xoxo.

hmm, im having some hormones being very naughty, its causing me to be in a bad mood. :(
anione free to cheer mi up?
anibody out there?
awww...
seemed like no one.
everyone is oh-so-busy.

haha, im supposed to be busy too, busy with my assignment, but im lost. i dont know how to continue. :( shall get on with it ltr. gonna pass up by thurday. dont seemed to have much time left with mon to wed night all gone le. :(

AHHH! sian. i didnt reject...why...haiis. forget it.

i need a good time management.
i need to be more cruel. haha. what a sentence.

i am tired. anione noticed? (:

currently using computer in school library.
Just had my lunch, very full. haha.

do i sound happy? i hope so.
im really very sleepy right now and i cant really smile.
everyone around me just kept telling me to chill.
i know i appeared very tensed and nervous.
i know i somehow is too.
Rather than telling me to chill, can you lighten my burden? i will gladly appreciate.
maybe it seemed like i like to put every blame on myself that is becos i believe that i do play a part in every fault that my crew made today.
i will like to say sorry to my crew today that i didnt give my instructions very well.
my show etiquette weren't good. :(
i will reflect on it and hopefully i can rmb it.
and am sorry that i flared at someone today when he is just being nice to offer his help.
haiis.

i do understand that i have a rather black face when i am doing show cos i really dont want anithing to screw, cos everytime i loosen up, there will be problems popping up. i dont like this feelings, so i rather stay alert and look fierce throughout.

i dont think i will be taking anymore show after CCA recruitment drive, i dont mind having the lowest show count record or whatsoever, i need to take a step back before i lose myself.

so after CCA recruitment drive, i have introductory Workshop to deal with, i dont think that's much of a problem. Then, i have DreamIII meetings, followed by crew interviews and then PCOC. this will be the few events that will be bugging me, and no more. i will hope the subcomm will take up more shows. haha. if not i think not only me, the other main comm will become super cui. haha. :X

( why did i went for the main comm interview in the first place? -.- )


OH YARH, and also the PC shirt, oh my larh, are your so despo for ur shirt not. kept bugging me. i will give larh, want me give your the key so that your can "rape" the cupboard? zZz.
oh well, have to settle this by this week. haha. ^&%#$%!@#&^@*@

thats all, bye. :)

Everyday seemed to be full of challenges for me ever since the last post.
i will avoid using the word "trouble(s)" as it does sound negative to me.
i will treat it as a training, as well as preparation, for me to enter the society.
i believe i will meet problems that are much tougher than all this.

funny as it is, im actually talking to blogger. i cant really vent it out on people, you see. i wonder if is just me thinking too much, i do realised i am more conscious about how i behave when i with others and react towards people.

In the past, i am like some crazy girl dashing around, chasing guy as though they owed me millions. Now, i try not to do such chasing or rather, is lazy to do so. is this considered a change? become lazier perhaps. haha.

i really do hope that i can do well in this position given to me even though it has never crossed my mind that i will ever become one for tzyy wei is not familiar with the equipments . This is precisely the problem, being QM yet she is not able to repair, not familiar with equipments, not sure what's in the comp room. All she ever know is to pack it. Its little wonder that she does not have the respect from the senior who is, of course, experienced and more worthy of this post.
(oh, i suddenly become third person, awesome. haha. well, heck.)


oh my, i got distracted and played audition halfway through blogging, shall continue nxt time. :X


more thoughts are running in my mind. HAHA.

woah, i went to the west side of singapore today!

took 66 for 2 and a half hour to reach bukit batok.
walked abit to west mall.

Inside the mall, is actually nothing much different from the other shopping mall. hahaha!~

oh well, my mood is like fucked up again larh.

i very sleepy now lorh, thn my bro come talk to me.
He is talking in some weird language that i couldnt seemed to understand.
i dont want macbook larh, fucking stop asking me whether i want not.
I DONT WANT.
The most i dont use comp only, wun die de. -_-

aniway, i think my thumbdrive really dying.
not sure is it virus, just cant really be used.
quite fed up whenever i tried to deal with my thumbdrive.
beloved told me to buy a new one. blah.

i really tired myself out. i kept getting headache recently and this caused my mood to be super bad.
i could easily flare at anione now.
so please dont try to provoke me.
i hope things will be more or less settled.
i left with less than 1 week to rest. i seriously need a rest.

maybe it just me, i tend to panic easily?
am i really up to this job?
just take over less than a month, i feel drained.
how cool can that be.
maybe i have yet used to it?

my tots seemed to be jumping all around again.

when im tired, it leads to bad mood easily. this sucks. :(

and it suck even more to find out the truth. well, it doesnt really matter actually.


ahhh, my heart feels heavy...
self-given stress are seriously redundant yet i cant get it off.

help.. :(

rawr!

My internet connection have serious problem!!
blah.

i wanna blog alot but...i dont really have ani idea of what to blog about.
laughs.

i have numerous mosquito bites on my body. ;(


waaaah. very distracted. zzz


will blog soon.

how do i start this post?

so crude eh! this word.

what have i been doing this few days?