i was trying out if i could just copy and paste this cos it kinda depicts how i am feeling now.

four more days and its the submission of my major project! I have to rush more!!

Too much distraction, maybe i should stay in school and do.

Landy, lalalala.

Feeling a little guilty for not doing what i am supposed to, but i really feel like blogging.

What am i supposed to be busy with now? Lets see...

Major project..yeah. right. These two words never fail to give me headache. I have been dragging the logbook completion for way too long. I really need to sit down for two whole hours with no internet connection, and i believe the logbook will be done. (: The logbook was one problem, the report is another. sometimes i feel really tired to kept thinking about all these "problems". they are not really problems, more like hurdles, waiting for me to jump over and with team mates who cannot really do much help, i can only rely on my own strength to jump over.

Nutrition in Disease, why did i even selected this module? cos i wanna understand how i can help ppl with disease with diet. I always regret choosing a nutrition module halfway through the sem cos it just overwhelming context to memorize. Still, i am glad i did not fail any of them. I do hope i can still make it for this one last nutrition module.

Im having a rather uncomfortable headache as im typing now.

shall stop here.

Landy, agony

Today was another weekday, just not the ordinary Monday that i been having. I do not need to rush to school early in the morning nor squeeze the bus with others. Was able to take things with my own sweet time.

Woke up at 11plus, time was slowly ticking away as i lazily climb out of my bed. I wasn't feeling alright - my mind wasn't ready for the day, yearning for the comfort of bed despite having more than 8 hours of rest. Perhaps the sleep wasn't a quality one. Before i realised, the clock strike 12. What was i doing at that time? 9-gagging, facebook, sms-ing - literally wasting my time.

I halted the time-consuming activities and decided to do something else, i think that, is productive. I clicked open my major project folder and started bury my head into those sickening files. It didn't take long for those annoying headache to come knocking my head, distracting me from being a good girl.

Then again, i didn't had much time left before i have to head down to school for project meeting and so i packed up and got ready for school. But i wasn't quite ready, i left my ezlink card at home and only realizing it before boarding the bus, after 10mins of waiting. Thinking that i will be running late if i were to go home and get the card, i called one of my team mate. Silly me, my team mate told me the meeting was re-scheduled to the following day. I went back home and continued my major project.

It was 4.15pm, when my dad ask if i still need to go to school. I replied yes, because some lazy lecturer wanted to talk to me face-to-face. =.= We met for barely 10 mins and it's settled, how awesome.

My day finally ended when i reached my beloved house, sending him his "light" dinner and dozing off while he was preparing for his book-in. Before that i went to TM for some shopping, was hoping he will come. oh well.

I wonder why am i so tired.

At this very moment, i am actually missing him. I just saw him couple of hours ago.

If you are reading this, remember to hug me tight when we meet next time kay?

Landy, weak.

Wanted to change my blogskin, but realised i really love the simplicity of this blogskin, thus decided to keep it.

Well-spend saturday, with lots of fun. Pity i could not enter the water, it will increase my energy expenditure yo. Just saying.

Have the urge to go for dao huey tmr morning, shall see how.

Landy, tired

Thank you for your support.

Landy, typical

At the beginning of this week, was almost getting into fight with my beloved due to some unhappy issues. I am glad we are sort of going back to normal. Just yesterday, my emotional actually reached threshold without me knowing and it just gushes out without any warning! Honestly, even i was shocked by my own behavior. At least from that incident, i know people do take notice of me and they do care. :3

What about today? HarHarHar. Needless to say, it did not really start off well. I thought it was cos i actually left my house at the stipulated timing. I boarded a double deck bus and went up to the upper deck. As the bus reaches the stop, i looked at the time on my phone and i was really happy. Finally a day i am not late for my lecture! I walked down the stair and my right leg gave way all of a sudden and i not sure why. I almost fell and roll down the steps like a humpy dumpy. I was lucky that i was holding on to the railing and a fleshy butt that i own, if not i will be screaming in pain.

Come to think of it, my butt still hurt a little.

The rest of the day...i was bugged by an annoying headache. :(

Oh well, this week is ending. Hope no more bad things. Shoo shoo bad luck! C:

Landy, happyagain.

i have been sticking to this old old blog for years and never tot of changing it. Maybe cos i do not really like changes. kinda rigid person am i.

As you know, your english is obviously of a higher level than me so why would you expect me to understand fully of what you are saying when you had kinda "coated" your words? I will appreciate a more direct explanation after the post. It isn't too much to ask, am i right? Instead of saying i dont understand you, why not try to make me understand? It is really sad to know that i dont really understand you. Im unhappy not because of infidelity or etc, is because i could not understand you despite reading your thoughts out loud, cos my english standard is just so weak. :( I might have misunderstood your meaning, and that's why im unhappy.

I don't have any secret, that is about me, kept from you. I am sure i didnt, unless i forgot. What about you? You never did share your past life willingly with me, without me prompting. i had to ask cos i did not want my unreasonable imagination to go wild. And your past life is link to your present. As a girl with fertile imagination, it is hard for me not to imagine. Kill me and the imagination stop, i think that is how serious it can be.

You share your 3 days with others, that i had never tried before. How could i not be jealous?You all had dinner together, played together, drank together, spend hours and hours of happy moments together. Could anyone understand how i feel?

Ultimately, it is my fault. Whatever it is, i will be the biggest loser. pathetic.

Landy, impatient, with-million-tots