I, Landy, born in Singapore under the sign of Cancer, 22 this year, Temasek Polytechnic alumni, bread lover, decided that I'm so cool and you're just jealous. xoxo, whatever.

-Nah, it's gone. Dont be sad.

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It has been a long time...a long time since i last blogged. Or, was it the last time i think so much? I used to blog at a more frequent rate, and eventually it dies off like the sparks on the candle. The sudden thought of blogging derived as i can find no one to talk to at this moment. Rather, i can talk to no one. It sounds near pathetic that way, especially after browsing through facebook and seeing people with ton of outings with different groups of friends. The comparison sucks, thats why i never like to compare.

It has been nearly a year, how have i been doing? I almost lost track of time while thinking when did i graduated. Though i have not stepped out of the country ever since i graduated, it has been an eye-opener nonetheless. The world out there could really use less selfishness and backstabbing technique, just hurt people a little lesser. Just.. dont hurt people... dont hurt me. Can i hide somewhere and wish for money to roll into my bank account?

Not that i did not learnt self-defense over this year out at work - "fuck care" attitude works just fine if promotion isn't in your list of concern. I cannot wait for september to arrive, though i know it will mean stepping out of my comfort zone. I have done enough and fell enough to continue torturing myself. It is time to do things as i like, i know whatever i had thought of does not sound like a plan to others.. so what? It's my life after all, i gotta be happy right? I am not doing things out of impulse, if not i would have quit my current job gazillion years ago.

I appreciate the functionality of the typical path of life that has been carried out by millions on this world - to study and get good result,  then a decent job (if lucky, a career) then die off.  It is a pity that i cannot follow that path for i already "failed" at getting good result to even get a "decent job". Apparently there are plenty of people that are working at a job that aren't even near to their "dream", i do not want to be like them. I cannot deny the fact i am a workaholic, and the last thing i want to do is to stuck at a job that gives me no job satisfaction.

Im always speaking incoherently as i dare not speak my mind, not when this platform is not privatized. There are more things i wish i could tell you, my dear blog.

Till next time.

Landy, flat.